The End

Jack. I can't watch it again because I can't let you go. I can't admit it. You can't be gone.

For 6 years I followed you, faithfully. I was behind you, no matter what decision you made. You were the rock. I trusted you, even when no one else did.

You loved Kate. And I thought, "I would give up such a man, if it meant he could be with the woman he so clearly loves." It was clear to us, even when it wasn't clear to you.

The tears flow as easily now as then. I cry for you, Jack. I cry for Kate. I cry for the others. I cry for myself.

There are so many things we lose in death. But these are as nothing to the things we gain. You died to save the world. Yet that sacrifice was the only way you could be fulfilled.

I will hold off watching again, just a little longer.